twenty seventeen

write more. the only difference in this new year’s resolution from all the previous years of resolving to write more is that i want to write, and not just reflect. i want to write about random musings, strangers and small events i witness in passing, and the milestones of friends and family.

so here goes.

hello 2017.

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when life is spicy

some words i currently love:

In everyone’s life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit.

— Albert Schweitzer

It is not light that we need, but fire; it is not the gentle shower, but thunder. We need the storm, the whirlwind, and the earthquake.

— Frederick Douglass

Labor to keep alive in your breast that little spark of celestial fire, called conscience.

— George Washington

And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.

— Roald Dahl

cook

  • braised chicken
  • coconut curry
  • jerk chicken
  • mozzarella cheese
  • hokkaido cheese tarts
  • zucchini noodles
  • grilled fish
  • savory egg custard
  • dumplings
  • pumpkin buns
  • crepe cake
  • quiche
  • vegan tart
  • rainbow soba salad
  • iron skillet and slow cooker recipes

read

some old, some new. primarily creating a depository of some high-level resources and case studies. i’ll periodically update this index from time to time.

general – 

[company lens]

https://breakingsmart.com/en/season-1/introduction-by-marc-andreessen/

http://a16z.com/2015/01/09/pmarca-blog-ebook/

https://rocketshp.com/ultimate-growth-hacking-sourcebook/

https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/beyond-product-market-fit-scaling-go-michael-mullany

https://leanstartup.co/a-playbook-for-achieving-product-market-fit/

[vc lens]

http://tomtunguz.com/breaking-down-a-typical-vcstartup-diligence-process/

https://www.cooleygo.com/documents/sample-vc-due-diligence-request-list/

http://blogs.wsj.com/accelerators/http://blogs.wsj.com/venturecapital/2015/02/05/y-combinator-moves-to-assist-startups-making-hardware/

http://blogs.wsj.com/venturecapital/2014/11/19/lexshares-launches-marketplace-for-investors-to-fund-legal-claims/

https://venturebeat.com/2014/04/19/heres-a-look-inside-a-typical-vcs-pipeline-a-must-read-for-entrepreneurs/

http://venturevalkyrie.com/due-diligence-a-12-step-program/

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[law lens]

https://www.wired.com/2017/06/ntitrust-watchdogs-eye-big-techs-monopoly-data/

http://blogs.wsj.com/venturecapital/2015/03/12/whats-at-stake-if-uber-and-lyfts-labor-models-go-to-trial/

http://blogs.wsj.com/venturecapital/2015/03/12/kleiner-attorney-continues-attack-on-paos-credibility/

http://harvardlawreview.org/2015/03/united-states-v-esquenazi/

http://harvardlawreview.org/2015/03/creating-around-copyright/

and response to http://harvardlawreview.org/2015/03/the-creating-around-paradox/

 

business models – 

http://mashable.com/2014/06/16/unique-business-models/

https://hbr.org/2013/05/why-the-lean-start-up-changes-everything

http://venturebeat.com/2015/01/18/how-venture-builders-are-changing-the-startup-model/

http://blogs.wsj.com/venturecapital/2015/02/27/jay-samit-when-the-tech-bubble-bursts-unicorns-get-slaughtered/

 

funding basics

http://fundersandfounders.com/how-funding-works-splitting-equity/

http://blog.eladgil.com/2011/03/how-funding-rounds-differ-seed-series.html

http://www.paulgraham.com/startupfunding.html

Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About Convertible Note Seed Financings (But Were Afraid To Ask)

 

case studies – 

https://techcrunch.com/2017/05/30/how-uber-is-growth-hacking-in-spain-despite-regulatory-roadblocks/

Understanding Alibaba’s Snapchat Obsession

 

fintech – 

https://www.cbinsights.com/blog/tech-periodic-table/

https://www.cbinsights.com/blog/fin-tech-periodic-table/

http://www.theguardian.com/sustainable-business/2015/feb/03/what-you-should-know-about-fintech-positive-powers-banking

http://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2014-10-07/andreessen-on-finance-we-can-reinvent-the-entire-thing-

 

bookmark these blogs – 

http://blog.pmarca.com/

http://paulgraham.com/articles.html

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III. kindred spirits

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this picture circa 2010 aptly captures our friendship. we’re not terribly photogenic, and we often end up on strange detours like obscure, nudist hot springs in the middle of the mountains instead of picturesque outings that are immaculately recorded onto social media. we’ve had our fights, our ups and downs, and our phases of growing apart; but on the whole, we’ve grown together and closer than ever before.

my two oldest college acquaintances are intelligent, kind, and hard-working girls whom i’m proud to call my best friends. it’s still incredible for me to fathom that we’ve literally grown into women who have achieved some of the dreams we talked about during our late night pillow talk sessions in the dorm room. i used to spend days in their room because i was so afraid of spiders invading my room next door. i honestly don’t remember everything that we did at the age of seventeen, eighteen because so much of our time was consumed idly while drawing up lists of ideal, fictional types and doing Photo Booth shoots. on thursday nights, boys from the neighboring all-boys dorm would come serenade us girls in the courtyard, and on saturdays, we were treated to the amplified concert music at the venue next to us. we went on donut runs at 1 am and sometimes, on the weekends, meandered onto the trails in the surrounding hills.

this picture was taken right at the beginning of our junior year in college, when one of my best friends and i moved into our first “real” apartment. the microwave was awkwardly positioned at the end of a wooden table (which i believe we got off craigslist), and the brightly colored paper plates filled with an odd variety of vegan and Asian food. we weren’t old enough yet to go to fancy bars, sample charcuterie at finer restaurants, or buy our own furniture.

having momentarily been transported back to this lifestyle this past year, it’s been a humbling experience to rediscover my kindred spirits who have truly supported me when it got really hard (or as one of my besties says, when shit hits the fan). i can’t count the number of times i broke down and called one of them in tears, and then ended those calls laughing (chortling, really). when i was at my worst — when i felt my worst, when i thought the worst — they embraced me miles away with open arms and empowered me to work harder. when i had yet another existential meltdown and questioned why i chose to pursue a path, they reminded me of my passion and conviction.

there’s not enough talk out there about the hardships embedded in the process of chasing after one’s dreams, let alone the sheer magnitude of hard work it takes to stay positive and grounded on a daily basis. we value independence, strength, power, and success, yet often we overlook the aspects of dependence, vulnerability, collaboration, and failure that can be necessary to attaining the fruition of those values. there should be more open dialogue about the benefit — in fact, the necessity — of relying on others and asking people for help.

my posts lately may have been more sentimental than usual, but i feel pretty strongly that we should be able to openly share our struggles. showing vulnerability, particularly in today’s political climate, should be a sign of strength and not weakness. i’ve always prided myself on self-sufficiency, but my pride has often blinded me from the virtue of counting on others for support. figuring things out on your own doesn’t make you a better person per se, and having the courage to accept and use that lifeline to another should be commended.

finding kindred spirits who can revive our faith in ourselves is truly a beautiful thing.

 

I. fortune cookies

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Starting a new project as of today. Each week, I’m going to try to post a picture accompanied with short prose about an event, a passing encounter, or a mood.

Currently the last week of 1L. S and I took a practice exam, and fatigued by the intensive fact pattern, we decided to head over to this Chinese restaurant before returning to the library. It’s the kind of gimmicky establishment adorned with red lanterns at the entrance and ornate gold tablecloth overlaying circular tables spread throughout the spacious (but mostly empty) interior. A tourist trap for the Greenwich Village passerby, or perhaps a pit stop for the drunken crowds swelling in and out of the bars on West 3rd. It’s the kind of place you stumble upon without forethought, because you meandered too far into this area or you forgot to make a reservation at a Yelp-approved venue in the East Village.

It’s the kind of place that gives out golden-orange colored fortune cookies wrapped in plastic that read “Fortune Cookie” with a depiction of the fortune cookie on the front. And when you crack open that fortune cookie, there is a fleeting exhilaration of revealing the unknown contained in that small token of cultural idiosyncrasy — only in America. Then you share the profound wisdom printed onto that thin, white rectangular piece of paper with your friend, and after exchanging the wisdom you’ve gleaned from these valuable documents, you both ponder over the poignancy of its words.

I don’t know if my fortune will ring true. I’m two exams away from finishing this long, challenging year. Perhaps the profound wisdom that this fortune cookie has really taught me is that I can share the fortune with the best companions. After scoffing at our fortune cookies, S and I went back to the library, struggling together over our practice exam and sounding like two crazy girls postulating over criminal law. If I could rewrite that fortune, it’d probably read instead: “You are lucky because you have chosen great companions.”